Constant

in a world full of change, thank you for being my constant ones. 

I know sometimes I’m a bad friend,

my overthinking and demanding traits,

but you are among the reasons why I don’t lose faith in love,

because eventually, there are still people who understand me enough, 

thank you for always have my back

sometimes I wonder, what did I do to deserve you guys?

you always on my prayers,

thank you for always let me being myself, 

thank you. 

I made mistakes, 

I’m sorry for what happened, for not being present enough to support you back then, 

I was too busy catching my dreams, 

but just so you know, even after what happened, you’re already a part of it, 

I wish you well. 

It still breaks my heart knowing the future isn’t always like what we planned, 

our graduation, 

our hippocratic oath, 

if there’s still another chance, 

please, please,

let me try again,

someday,

somewhere,

or never.

I’m trying to forgive us.

I’m sorry.