will you love me?
i know how to shine brighter of them all
will you look at me?
i'm perfect for you
will you stay?
i don't exist
will you actually suffer, like how i face this agonizing misery?
feels like dying
but being forgotten
feels like being cremated alive
it feels like i'm gradually turning into nothing
but piles of dark ashes
i'm really nothing but piles of dark ashes
will you clutch onto me?
or will you let go, and let me slip between your fingers?
i'm no one
no matter how many lives i lived
i will only fall deeper
into this pit of hell